Sunday, October 01, 2006

For Your Benefit

*Gong* All Ye Hail Emperor Superstar! The Emperor Thpeaketh!

I can't believe what I'm hearing. What I've been hearing. What I might be hearing again and again. Just over about 2 months ago, I put myself through an ordeal that set me on the track for a complete revelation in my life. I settled whatever problems some people might have had with me. Whether or not they really did have problems with me, I didn't really care. All I wanted to do was be rid of the complications and get on with my life that had already been crushed enough by then.

As far as I'm concerned, my dear friends, I've done MY part. I've dealt with my end of the bargain. Have you done the same? Or do you just have too much pride and self-righteousness clouding your minds in judgment? I've already said, "I forgive you. I hope you can forgive me'. Some have pretentiously accepted. Some have blatantly denied me redemption. If you really are my friend, you'd rejoice in my turning over a new leaf. Who do you think you are? God the Almighty? Oh I know what you're gonna say, "No. I would never be like you and say such a blasphemous thing such as that". Let me re-educate you, you ignorant prick. God the Almighty isn't gonna offer you even the luxury of redemption for being the self-righteous worm that you are.

Much audacity you have to come and tell me not to be a stranger. All of you. You do whatever the hell you want and it's ok. So I take my leave to heal and I'm a stranger? What the hell are you then?

With regards to you, Mr. Flaky, I have had no problems with you. Why are you apologizing to me only under the influence of alcohol? Are you feeling guilty? Are you wetting your pajamas? I have nothing to do with the rubbish you hear at school. Why are you getting affected if you in fact are not a culprit then? You say, "I value our friendship much more than any of it. I love you as my friend". Please read above. Your name is Mr. Flaky.

And YOU. My dearly beloved you. Nobody knows you better than I do. Nobody knows me better than you do. At least I think you do. After all that, you choose to listen to an idiot that you can't even stand enough to work with. And in your defense, you poison the minds of others. How insecure are you? If you have some kind of a problem with me, then why don't you just come up to me and say it? Why do you hide under the protection of the minds that you have poisoned? Do you think I'm some kind of a dumb ass? Oh please, give me a break. None of you could ever match up to my intelligence.

I feel sorry for you. How many times do I have to tell you what's good for you? You never listen. You never WANT to. What goes on in your head? Sometimes I don't know because you can't even express yourself. Who are you trying to delude besides yourself? You've already admitted to me that you were in denial all this while. It's time you admitted it to YOURSELF. Oh sorry, I forgot you're too busy sipping on the high-life and sucking face with Mr. Hamburger Head. You've lost it so much that a non-musician knows more than you about Miles Davis and John Coltrane. You have got to be kidding me. What a confirmation of all the bullshit you've been throwing at me. I'm through. Put the pieces together. Maybe you'd find some enlightenment.

*This entry is dedicated to the bestest best friends ever. Some of whom may not have been mentioned here, but they deserve credit all the same. Please feel free to leave your comments here because it'll be interesting.

The Emperor Hath Thpoken! *Gong*

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

I will take it from here now. YOUR the man.

8:06 pm  

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